STUMBLE Me
Hasn't felt right adding to the Blog since my Father passed away. It has been a terribly upsetting and painful few months and to be honest, it's getting worse. The grief is beyond words...
Everytime, and I mean everytime I have gone back to look at my Blog tears and deep sadness fill me. Its a huge shock every time, to see the photos of him smiling, then to see those words "RIP". It's not right, not right at all.
This morning after righting this post, I look at the fact that this post is above my Dad and a HUGE sense of guilt hits me, like why am I shunting Dad out of the top spot. It really is hard. Almost like I don't want to move on or lose the memory of him, but want to lose the memory of loseing him. Its all really f••••d up...
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